bliss. The second tide of rapture had just begun to flow when dear Harry gave one fierce energetic shove, as far up into me as possible, and then remained with his sweet charmer thrust into me to the utmost extent. While his fierce weapon continued motionless for a second or two, a sort of spasm shook his whole body, and his third sweet offering of love was shot into my fiery entrails from the enraptured weapon of love thus entirely buried within me as far as it would reach.
Lady Lovesport now declared that we had excited ourselves as much as, or rather more than, was good for us, and she insisted on Harry retiring to his own room, and leaving me to repose.
I would fain have kept him with me, but she said she could not trust us together, as we would be certain to repeat our naughty tricks. As she remained firm, notwithstanding all our entreaties, we were obliged to part, but she promised that if she found we were not the worse for our exertions, we should have an opportunity of renewing our pleasures on the following evening. So, after a fond adieu, we separated for the night.
You may form some idea of the pleasant thoughts which occupied my waking hours during the rest of this happy night, on thus finding that all the obstacles to the delicious intercourse with dear Harry I had so fondly longed for were entirely removed; and of the still more pleasing dreams, when I at length sunk into slumber, in which the supreme happiness I had enjoyed was recalled and repeated in a thousand fantastic shapes-in which the dear boy and his improved attributes of pleasing formed, of course, the main attraction and delight.
I awoke in the morning quite refreshed and invigorated. On making an inspection regarding the ravages which the naughty rogue's stiff truncheon had committed in my interior, I was delighted to find that no great mischief had been done and that, beyond a slight stiffness and smarting which the application of cold water soon removed, there was nothing to prevent me from renewing the charming sport as soon as an opportunity should be afforded. But what pleased me more than anything was to find that, though I could now insert my finger a considerable way further into the cavity than I could formerly have done, the surrounding parts closed around it as firmly and tightly as ever, in such a manner as to satisfy me that every renewed introduction of the dear boy's charming weapon would occasion to us both the same delightful transports which we had already enjoyed on its first penetration.
When we met at breakfast next morning in the presence of the other visitors, we were, of course, compelled to restrain our feelings, but Lady Lovesport very soon took an opportunity of telling us that she would now place no restraint upon our intercourse, but that she trusted we would take her advice as being most prudent and best for all parties; that we should not give way to our amorous indulgences, except when she would be able to provide a safe opportunity. This she promised to do, as often as she thought would be right for us. We were both too much indebted to her, and too grateful for her kindness, to hesitate for a moment in giving her an assurance to this effect.
Every night since then, the little boudoir has been the scene of the most unrestrained delight, where we have all indulged ourselves in every amorous frolic to the very utmost; but it would be endless to attempt to describe to you all the luscious transactions that have there taken place, which must be seen and participated in to be fully appreciated, and it is now time to close this unconscionably long epistle.
Harry and I soon found many opportunities for renewing our old rambles by the shore and in the woods where I made him tell me all that had happened to him during our separation, and how the delicious result consequent upon our meeting had been brought about. But as he has promised to put his adventures in writing for me, I shall not attempt to give you any explanation here and shall rather send you his own account of all his exploits as soon as I receive it.
This, together with the faithful recital I have given you of my adventures here, will, I hope, encourage you to go on with the charming history of your own first performances upon your initiation into the mysteries of love, and will make you forgive me for having betrayed all our secrets to dear Harry. You must indeed pardon me, for it was quite impossible to refuse him anything. On seeing my hesitation, he threatened to stop the supplies necessary for carrying on the campaign of pleasure we had commenced in such a pleasing manner unless I consented to gratify his curiosity with the full particulars of all that had passed between us, and of all the amorous pranks we had played together. Although I don't think he could have contrived to carry his threat into execution, I could not find it in my heart to refuse him anything he asked of me.
Adieu, Emily
Letter V. Harry to Emily
My own dear Emily,
As you have expressed a wish to have a full detail in writing of the various occurrences which have led to our late happy meeting, I shall take advantage of every hour I have at my disposal here to give you all the particulars, for, next to the happiness of being with you, the greatest pleasure I can enjoy is thinking of you and trying to do everything in my power that may be agreeable to you. I need not revert to anything that occurred prior to that happy day when my delight in viewing your playful frolics with Lady Lovesport-and the strange, and to me then unaccountable, feelings which pervaded me during my flogging-were succeeded by the first taste of the raptures of voluptuous bliss which were conferred upon me by your charming mouth and delicate fingers.
We had no opportunity afterwards of comparing our ideas on the matter together, or I might perhaps have discovered a still more delightful method of solving my doubts and difficulties than that which I was obliged to have recourse to.
After I returned to school, the whole affair never ceased to haunt me day and night, and I eagerly strove to discover some means of obtaining an explanation which would enlighten me as to the meaning of the strange scenes which you had described to me as having taken place between Lady Lovesport and Mr. Everard during my flogging, and of my still stranger feelings and the curious result they had occasioned; but it was a considerable time before I could obtain this information.
Surprised at the effect which the flogging had produced upon myself, I eagerly watched to see if I could discover that the same result followed a similar operation performed upon my schoolfellows. The result of my observations was that upon the younger boys at school it seemed to make little or no impression beyond the momentary pain. Some of them would wince under the lash, and cry out, while others, who were bolder and more determined, would bear it in silence and apparently without caring much about it, but I soon discovered that on some of the boys older than myself it seemed to produce an impression which I thought was somewhat similar to that which it had had upon me, and more than once I fancied that I could discern their little weapons distended and protruding from their bellies in the same manner as mine had done while under the rod.
Desirous to make sure whether all this was not the effect of fancy, I determined on making a trial of the consequences which a good flogging would again produce upon myself, and thereby ascertain whether a similar result would again follow. I therefore deliberately engaged in some mischief, which I knew would insure punishment. I was not mistaken in my calculation, and a good sound flogging I did receive. Nor was I disappointed in my expectations as to the result it would produce. Whether it was the mere effect of the punishment itself, or whether it was the consequence of the associations connected with it which brought back to my imagination every circumstance connected with my previous flogging, I cannot tell, but I had not been subjected to the blows of the birch rod more than a few minutes when I felt a similar sensation pervade me to that which I had formerly experienced on a like occasion, and again your little friend became furious and excited, and swelled out so much that I was glad I had taken the precaution to let my shirt fall down, and had bent my body in such a manner as to enable me to conceal it from observation.
All that afternoon it remained in the same excited state, and when I went to bed and began to get warm beneath the blankets, it started up in a swollen and inflamed condition, which continued till I fell asleep. My slumbers were enlivened with sweet dreams of you, and I fancied that you were again employed in the delicious operation you had once before performed upon me, and which in a short time produced the same charming result.
I awoke in the midst of the most intense delight, and, to my astonishment, I found my belly and the head of my little charmer all covered with the same liquid which you had previously made issue from it. All this only more increased my desire to procure further information on the subject, and I made up my mind to seek an explanation from one of my schoolfellows, and ascertain whether he could not clear up the matter for me.
