most sought after prizes. Afterward, after he had calmed down, he acknowledged that it wasn’t a total loss to science. We had discovered that
“I do everything for him,” I said with an uncomfortable knot of pride and resentment in my heartShe b220;All the cooking and cleaning, and the washing, and I write his letters and run the errands and keep his files, and take care of the horses, of course, and assist him in the laboratory—that too. Especially that.”
“Well! I am surprised you have time for your studies.”
“My studies, sir?”
“You do not go to school?”
“Not since I came to him.”
“Then, he tutors you, yes? He must tutor you. No?”
I shook my head. “No, I don’t think so.”
“You don’t think so!” He clucked in disapproval.
“He doesn’t sit me down with books and pencils and teach me lessons—nothing like that. But he does try to teach me things.”
“Things? What things does he try to teach you, Will? What have you learned from him?”
“I’ve learned…” What had I learned? My mind went blank. What had the monstrumologist taught me? “I’ve learned that half the world prays they will be given what they deserve, and the other half that they will not.”
He went to the stove and returned with the pot of hot chocolate, topped off my cup, and then filled his to the brim, lowering his nose close to the mud-colored surface to breathe in the aroma; the steam painted his cheeks rosy. He looked at me through the steam, and smiled.
“I love chocolate. Don’t you?”
For the briefest of moments, I wanted to throw my arms around him and hug him tight.
“Dr. von Helrung, sir?”
I lowered my voice. I did not think about it; it seemed appropriate somehow. “What is
His smile disappeared. He pushed his cup away and folded his hands on the tabletop. I had the sense of the space shrinking between us, until I was but a hairsbreadth from his transcendent visage.
“That is hard to say—very hard. Only his victims have seen him, and, forever mute, they keep his secrets.
“We know he lives, for we have held the
“It sounds like a dragon,” I said.
“
“We are the sons of Adam. It is in our nature to turn and face the faceless, to name the nameless thing. It drives us to greatness; it brings us to ruin. I only pray Pellinore understands this. Many brave men have sought it, all have failed, and now I do not know what I fear more—that the dragon will go unseen or that Pellinore will find it.”
“Why is it so hard to find, though?” I asked.
“Perhaps it is like the devil himself—never seen, always there!” He laughed softly, breaking the somber spell. “The world is large, dear Will, and we, no matter how much we would like to pretend otherwise, we are quite small.”
“Will Henry, you’re quiet tonight—even for you,” observed my master in the cab ride back to the Plaza.
“I’m sorry, sir.”
“Sorry for what?”
“For being quiet.”
“It wasn’t a criticism, Will Henry. It was merely an observation.”
“I’m tired, I suppose.”
“That is not something one supposes. Are you tired or are you not?”
“I am tired.”
“Then, say so.”
“I just said so.”
“You don’t strike me as tired. More like angry.” He turned away. His angular profile flitted in and out of shadow