as we rattled down the granite street. The fresh snowdrifts glittered diamond-bright in the glow of the arc lights lining Fifth Avenue.
“It’s Mr. Arkwright, isn’t it?” he asked. On those infrequent moments when the monstrumologist decided to take actual note of my existence, he missed very little.
“Dr. Warthrop, he lied to you.”
“What do you mean?” He turned from the window. Light and shadow warred upon the landscape of his face.
“He knew you had an apprentice. Dr. von Helrung told him.”
“Well, he must have forgotten.”
“And he never applied to you. I would have seen the letters.”
“Perhaps you did.”
The implication that I was lying could not have hurt more than if he had physically struck me.
ot making an accusation,” he went on. “I just don’t know why Mr. Arkwright would lie about it. To me, more striking than his mental acuity—which is truly extraordinary—is his sincerity. Truly a remarkable young man, Will Henry. He will make a fine addition to our ranks one day. There is very little of import that escapes his notice.”
“He forgot you already had an apprentice,” I pointed out, not without a note of triumph.
“As I said,
“I don’t detest it.”
“So you love it?”
“I know how important it is to you, Dr. Warthrop, so I…”
“Ah, I see. It is not monstrumology you love, then.” He considered the white world outside the cab. The wheels crunched in the newly fallen snow. The snap of our driver’s whip was muffled in the hard wind coming over the East River.
“Oh, Will Henry,” he cried softly. “I should never have taken you in. It was not what either of us desired. I should have known little good would come of it.”
“Don’t say that, sir. Please don’t say that.” I reached over to touch his arm with my wounded hand, and then withdrew. I did not think he would approve of my touching him.
“Oh, no,” he said. “It is an unfortunate habit of mine to say things that probably shouldn’t be said. Little good can come of this, Will Henry; I have known it for quite some time. What I do will kill me one day, and you will be abandoned again. Or worse, what I love will kill—”
His gaze fell to my left hand, and then he continued. “I am a philosopher in the natural sciences. Matters of the heart I leave to the poets, but it has occurred to me, as a failed poet myself, that the cruelest aspect of love is its inviolable integrity. We do not
He leaned very close to me, and my world became the dark fire burning in his eyes. I was overcome with dizziness, as if I teetered on the very edge of a lightless abyss.
“I shall put it this way,” he said. “If we monstrumologists were serious at all about our vocation, we would give up the study of biological aberrations to concentrate on the most terrifying monster of all.”
In my dream I am standing before the Locked Room in the Monstrumarium with Adolphus Ainesworth, and he is fumbling with his keys.
He unlocks the door, and I follow him inside.
He’s pulling a container the size of a shoe box from its niche, setting it upon a table.
My fingers are trembling. The lid doesn’t want to come off. Is the box quivering, or is it my hand?
There is something in the box. It is alive. It vibrates against my fingers.
I did as he commanded, breaking the surface between my dream and the dark room with a startled cry, my heart racing in panic; for a moment I could not remember where I was—could not remember
“Will Henry.”
“Dr. Warthrop?”
“You were dreaming, I think.”
“Yes… I was.”
