“Are you a virgin?”
He looks shocked but not angry. Will he think I tricked him into divesting me of my virginity? He still hasn’t moved and I still haven’t said anything.
“Livvy. I can’t hold back much longer; I just need to know how gentle to be the first time.”
The first time, as in there will be more times? Does that mean I can enjoy him until tomorrow? He doesn’t plan to run away, right away? “I am, but I don’t want to be, anymore,” I whisper, but he hears me and begins to lower his face to mine. He presses our foreheads together and whispers,
“Thank you for this gift, Beautiful Girl.”
It seems like hours later I am boneless. I am tingly all over but not quite sure if that sensation is supposed to happen. Is this really what I’ve been missing?
“Oh my God! My beautiful Livvy; you know I’m not letting you go, right?”
I’m not sure if that is a declaration made out of euphoria or truth, but I know I would say just about anything to do that again myself.
Chapter Five
Perfection:
*the state or quality of being perfect. *a person or thing considered to be perfect. *the action or process of improving something until it is faultless.
~Savage~
I have found the perfect woman and I’m keeping her. She gave me the one thing she had saved for someone special and I am honored. I will cherish this gift for the rest of our lives. I know she’s young, but I will help her get through school if that’s what she wants. Hell, if she wants to be a stay at home mom, I will be happy praticing daily to make that happen. I can’t explain what happened between seeing her on the beach and this very moment, but I can truly say I believe in love at first sight now. She is spooned to my side breathing slow, even and quiet. I wonder when it will be okay to wake her up so I can take her again. I am still ready and have been since I cleaned her up. She was a little reluctant to let me touch her between her legs with a washcloth. Which is funny considering what we just shared, but I gently gripped her wrists in one hand and pinned them above her head. While kissing her softly, I slid my hand down and washed her gently causing her to rock into my touch. I wanted to take her again right then, but she needed to sleep and prepare for round two and three, maybe four. We have a few more hours until the sun comes up.
At three a.m. she starts moaning and moving her hips. There is no way I’m going to pass this up. I glance up to see that she is still asleep and hopefully dreaming of me. I take my time kissing every inch of her delectable body until her eyes fly open in shock with a pleasurable scream.
~Livvy~
I have never had a sex dream before so I didn’t know they could feel so real. Alexander has taken my virginity and now proceeds to kiss away any pain I may still feel. A sharp sensation jerks me awake and my eyes fly open to see that my erotic dream has turned into my reality. “I want a turn.” He goes completely still as if warring with himself over a life or death decision.
“Good God, Beautiful, where did you come from? I don’t want to scare you, but you will get a surprise you are not ready for.”
“I want it. Please! I want to try everything so I don’t forget what it’s like.”
“Holy shit! I’m never going to be able to deny you when you beg so pretty.”
His head sags on his shoulders as if about to endure torture, but I can tell he has decided to let me try. He leans off the side of the bed and comes up holding my bikini top, then lies down on his back. He hands me my top and grabs onto the headboard ironwork.
“Beautiful Girl, you are going to have to secure my hands or I will take control and give you more than you bargained for.”
I am pretty sure that if I wasn’t in love with this man already, I just fell. He is controlling and aggressive and has been holding back for me to make sure I feel safe. Even if he walks away from me now, I will never feel the same way toward anyone ever again.
I tie his hands with my top using a cute little bow and laugh to myself at how funny it looks next to his masculine hands. He is stretched out in the middle of the bed, causing every muscle and vein to stand out in stark definition. I reach out to explore my prince charming
~Savage~
“Good hell, Beautiful, I’m so sorry.” With the first touch I jerk, causing my hips to buck up and my arms to tense, breaking the ties on her top that are supposed to hold me still. I grip the headboard and hold on for dear life. She doesn’t hesitate in her exploration.
It’s now 4:00 a.m. so I roll her gently to her side and slide off the bed. Grabbing her hands, I pull her into the shower with me where I show her a new position we will enjoy often. I have taken a woman without protection and I realize that I was saving that sensation for this woman. I don’t think I will ever be able to wear protection again and it won’t be necessary with her. Pulling her boneless body from the shower, I carry her to bed and dry her thoroughly before tucking her into bed, naked. I don’t want anything in between us, so I slide in and wrap my body around hers. Breathing out a sigh of relief, I drift off to
