“Fuck fuck fuck,” he said throwing his head back as he rammed inside me and ground his hips. Liquid heat filled my womb and the beauty and power of it brought tears to my eyes.
We rode out the wave of intense sensation until he collapsed on me.
His breath was harsh as he said, “Please tell me I didn’t hurt you.”
“No.” I gripped him, not wanting him to move off of me. Ever.
“You’re crying.” He leaned over and kissed a tear on my cheek.
“They’re happy tears. Overwhelmed with emotion tears.”
He slid his hands under my shoulders and rested his weight on his forearms. “I promise I won’t let us get away again, Terra. If it seems like I am, tell me. You and the kids are everything to me.”
I nodded. “I promise too.” Even as I said the words, I knew that this promise was made in the heat of the moment. It wasn’t like we’d set out to have trouble in our marriage. It was the dailiness of our lives that had gotten in the way. That hadn’t changed. He’d still work. I’d still take care of the home and kids. The only difference now was that I was sick. It was even possible that my time was limited. So if we were to keep our promises, we’d need to be diligent about being present.
He dipped his head and kissed one and then the other nipple. “If these have to go, I’ll miss them, but I can pleasure you in other ways.”
“Oh?” I quirked a brow.
He gave me his wicked grin. “I’ll show you.” He pushed himself down my body, settling his shoulders between my thighs. “Why hello Miss Pussy.”
“That’s Mrs. Pussy to you.”
“Mrs. Pussy.”
Nothing was said for a while as he used his tongue and mouth and fingers to blast me to another orgasm.
Then it was my turn, but instead of me getting him off, I asked him to masturbate while I watched. I’d been annoyed when I saw him pleasure himself in the shower, but at some level, it turned me on too.
“Can I come on your…” he stopped himself.
It was sad that my breasts were getting in the way of sexual enjoyment.
I straddled his thighs and held up my breasts. “You want to come on the ladies?”
He smiled sheepishly. “It’s a fantasy.”
I laughed because we hadn’t talked liked this or had sex like this since we were newly married. Perhaps it wasn’t just in our everyday life we’d become stale and dull, but in our sex life too. I wanted to vow to change that, but the cancer hung heavy on me. All I could do was vow to enjoy our love and our bodies this night.
“Here they are.”
He changed positions, laying me back and straddling my stomach and pointing his dick toward my breasts. “You like watching me stroke my cock?”
“Yes.”
He slid his hand along his length. “Can I fuck them a few times?”
I pushed them together and he slid his dick between them.
“That’s so fucking sexy.”
I watched him, wanting to take in every nuance of pleasure and emotion that showed on his face. The way his breathing quickened and how he groaned when I stuck my tongue out and lapped his tip as it slid up through my breasts.
“I’m gonna come…fuck so hard…” He levered back, gripping his dick with his hand, he went to town, stroking the length and then jerked at the top, before stroking again.
“Here it comes…” He let out a long moan as his seed burst from him and coated my chest.
I ran my fingers through it, marveling how this, along with my eggs, had created two beautiful lives.
He let out a final shuddering breath as he sat back on his heels. He gave me a crooked smile. “I made a mess.”
“You did.”
He reached over to side table to grab a tissue and wiped me up.
“Do you ever marvel at how this goop made our kids?”
He let out a laugh. “I think your eggs did the heaving lifting on that.”
He tossed the tissue into the trash can next to the side table and then pulled me close.
“Do you ever think about having more kids?” It was a ridiculous question because up until today, we’d barely talked anymore.
“I hadn’t, but I hadn’t ruled it out either.” He looked at me. “Is it a possibility?”
“I don’t know.”
He kissed my temple. “I’m blissfully happy with you and the two we have. You’re all I need.”
“If I died, and you remarried, would you have more?”
“Fuck, Terra.” Irritation flared and I felt bad for ruining a lovely moment. “My life would be over if you died.”
I rested my head on his chest. “You need to be there for the kids.”
“I’m going to say this and then we’re not going to talk about it anymore tonight, alright? You’re going to fight this and we’re going to raise these kids to rule the world, and then you and I will spend our sunset years in rocking chairs. You have to think like that.”
I nodded. “Do you think we’ll still be having sex during our sunset years?”
His body relaxed. “Yes.”
I settled in next to him, deciding I needed to take my own advice and simply savor the moment. I was laying next to a sexy man who loved me. I didn’t know what would happen in the future, but this moment was perfect.
15
Brayden
I woke when the heat of Terra’s body left mine.
I reached out and put my arm around her, tugging her back to me. “Where are you going?”
“I was going to put on clothes in case the kids come in.”
I lifted my hand to see the time on my watch. It was just after three in the morning. I put my arm around her again and pulled her to me, spooning my body around hers.
“Not yet.” I kissed her shoulder. I think I was still partly asleep, but my dick was well awake, which was
