With her eyes squeezed together so tightly, I watched her without her knowing. The shift of her hips quickened, the pressure growing more intense. I was so fucking hard I felt like I was going to explode. I pushed forward, giving her just a little more friction and one of her hands went to my hair, gripping the ends tight. She tugged and it was both painful and pleasurable at the same time.
The way she was moving was much like the way she would move if I were buried deep inside of her. Her hips pumping, fuck, I couldn’t remember the last time I dry humped a girl. Maybe when I was sixteen.
My heart was racing, my body humming with a want so thick I could barely breathe.
Then it happened.
Her body stiffened, with only a few short quickened thrusts, and she pulled my hair so hard I thought I may just have a bald spot by the time she’s done.
I knew without a doubt that Ruby had just come. Question was, had it been her first. I thought I knew the answer just by the way her cheeks reddened and she couldn’t look me in the eye. Now as a guy who was head over heels for the girl beneath me, that alone was the best damn feeling ever.
“That was hot.” When she shied away I placed my finger against her chin and her gaze found mine. An unsure look was on her face, and I didn’t want to smile and make her uncomfortable. But on the inside I was grinning like a fool. “Next time you get off like that, I want to be inside you.” Hell with the filtering of my words. She brought it on, so I felt like I was in the clear. “Your body naked against mine, my cock hard and moving inside you, hitting the perfect spot.” I lifted my hand and cupped her chest, it just filled my hand. “I have never wanted anyone more than I want you, Ruby. To please you, to hear you whisper my name when I make you come. It’s clouding my thoughts after what just happened.” Again the embarrassment rose to her cheeks. “Unbelievably hot.” I kissed the corner of her mouth softly and moved closer to her ear, whispering, “You honestly have no idea just how perfect you are, but I’m not gonna stop telling you.” I kissed the space on her neck just beneath her ear and her grip tightened on my shoulders. “You’re making me lose my mind, and not just because of what just took place.” Okay, at the moment that was a huge part, but in my defense I just had this sexy girl ride my clothed cock until she came. Give me a little bit of a break. “I want it, Ruby. You, me, every day. I want you.” Pulling back, I looked her in the eyes and found that she was watching me closely.
Lifting my hand, I traced along her jaw with the tip of my finger. “I want us.”
This is what the guys were talking about, I knew it. That moment of clarity, that second that it hits you and you just know that you want the one before you at your side through all the good and even the bad.
I wanted this girl, I needed this girl.
Chapter Thirty-Two
Ruby
When we first came downstairs I could barely look Jay in the eyes. I was so embarrassed by my actions upstairs. Honestly. I had no idea what came over me, it was almost like an out of body experience. A kiss, meant to be short and sweet, only I demanded more. It was almost as if the second his lips touched mine I lost all rational thoughts and control.
Before I knew it I was exploding with the most intense orgasm I’d ever had. Granted every other time I’d experienced one I had been alone and had to remain quiet for fear of my father hearing me outside the room.
It took me a bit to warm up after we joined his friends downstairs, but the longer I was near them the more comfortable I became. Granted, they also seemed to refuse to allow me to remain hidden in a corner.
“No!” someone hollered out, just before about three guys jumped at another. The big one, I think I heard some of them call him Red, and then others referred to him as Eli. He seemed completely unfazed that he now had a few not so big guys trying their hardest to take him down. One hung from each arm and another was on his back. A fourth guy moved in and wrapped his body around one of his legs.
I couldn’t stop myself from laughing, these guys were completely crazy.
I jerked in surprise when a set of arms wrapped around me from behind. “I love seeing you enjoy yourself,” Jay whispered near my ear just before kissing the side of my neck. With his chest pressed tightly to my back, I leaned against him and welcomed his closeness.
“Are they always like this?”
It took him a few seconds to respond because he was too busy kissing my neck. Which was extremely distracting and made it hard to concentrate, but in the best kind of way.
“Yes, and worse.” I could feel him smile with his lips still at my neck. “I’d say it’s harmless but that’d be a lie. It gets pretty crazy around here.”
But to have this many people you can count on. This many people that no matter what they were on your side, they were in your corner, I couldn’t even begin to imagine what that was like.
I noticed Jay’s hand spread out over my lower stomach, the sound of his laughter in my ear as he watched the guys rough housing. I’d imagined
