When he was done, he looked down at me exposed and at his complete mercy. His eyes took their time to roam over my body, from the tips of my breast, to my center, down my legs.
“Damn baby, you sexy as hell!” Slowly he lowered himself over me.
“Now remember, the final rule is that I’ll be looking for any signs that show your receiving pleasure, so be sure not to let the slightest moan escape from between those sweet lips. And be careful not to arch your back up off the bed because that’s a telltale give away.” He spoke to me like a professor preparing his students for the most important test of their life. His gaze fell to my mouth.
He reminded me of a wolf or a lion right before it got ready to pounce on its prey.
“And whatever you do, try not to scream!” He growled before his mouth slammed down on mine, forcing my lips open with his tongue, where he proceeded to ravish my mouth. I nearly forfeited right then because pleasure shot up my spine so intense that a moaned almost escaped. It was something about his aggressive form of kissing that really turned me on.
“I'm addicted to your taste!” He whispered in my ear when his hungry mouth made its way down to my neck. Squeezing my eyes shut, I had to ball my hands up in a fist as he drew strongly from my neck.
“You make me feel like a feen needing my next fix.” He said as his mouth lowered on my body.
Stay strong Yas! You can do this! Just think about your freedom!
Yeah, I can do this, I told myself. However, when his warm mouth closed on the peak of my tender breast—I was lost. The combination of his hungry mouth and what his strong hands was doing to my body, was too much, and a moan escaped from between my lips.
When he increased the pressure with his mouth and his hands, my back arched up off the bed. But if I thought the fact of me losing so soon would cause him to show mercy, I had another thing coming. He showed no mercy!
His aggressive mouth caused my world to explode! And right when I was floating down from space on a cloud of pleasure that was not of this world, I felt a fullness that I can't describe before a sharp pain that stole my breath. But it didn’t last long. I closed my eyes feeling so overwhelmed with emotions that my lips began to quiver. I didn’t know it could be this way. He was making me feel as if my body didn’t belong to me. I didn’t recognize the half moans, half screams that were escaping from my lips.
At some point he must have untied my hands because when my body shattered for the second time, I was clutching his braids in my palms. When I floated down to earth again, the only thing I wanted to do was sleep, but he didn't let me. His appetite was like nothing I could have imagined, he was a relentless lover.
And now I know what the girls at Shugga's meant when they said this man had the ability to make a woman climb a wall. In fact, he did just that when he carried me to the shower and made love to me against the shower wall as the warm water ran over our bodies.
That night, when finally he let me rest, I laid there in his arms and before I succumbed to sleep, a thought crossed my mind. Tonight, my husband had forever ruined me for other men. And if I could never learn to love him, I would always be a slave to his touch.
Chapter 12
Getting To Know You
Yasmin
We got into our first argument a week after the honeymoon, and I'm not talking about a little disagreement. I'm talking about a yelling, screaming match that I didn't even know I was capable of. And now that I'm looking back, I think it may have had something to do with Aunt Flo coming to visit that morning.
My pa-pa always said that I turned into a completely different person during that time of the month. He said it was why he always seemed to get real busy tending to our berry bushes… claimed he was waiting out the storm. Now, I don't know if all that was true, but I'll tell you how it all went down that Friday morning between Gabe and I.
Over the last week I could honestly say I would have died of boredom had it not been for Gabrielle. My nights were wonderful. They were filled with a relaxed, horny, almost playful Gabe that was only interested in showing me new ways to make love and to be loved.
But during the day when he went into his office, I was left with nothing to do. The first day I got to know my new home a little better, which had been Gabe's suggestion after I told him I really didn't care for his kitchen.
“Well baby, this is your home now, change it! I don't care! I just need a place to lay my head! You have your card!” Then he leaned down wrapping one arm around my waist and swept me up against his body before scandalously kissing me in a way that awakened my core that was still very sensitive from the thorough loving it received the night before.
I moaned as my body heated at the idea that he was getting ready to love me again, only to be disappointment when he put me back on my feet, chuckling at the look of
