“Yes…” I gasped as my other hand fisted the sheets beneath us.
He moved to stand up and left me feeling incomplete without him resting over me.
I watched him pull something out of the pocket of his jeans. Then, he unzipped them and kicked them off on to the floor with the rest of our clothes.
I caught sight of the condom in his hand and he looked over at me. “I didn't plan this, I swear.” He chuckled. “It’s just, I always keep one on me.”
The reminder that he’d done this before hurt a little, but I smiled anyway.
He slowly rolled the condom on and moved over me again. “It usually hurts the first time. So, if you need me to stop, just tell me.”
I nodded. “Just go slow.”
He leaned down and kissed my forehead. “I will, I promise.” He reassured me.
I felt him gently nudge my legs apart so he could rest between them. He only shifted slightly before I suddenly felt him pressed up against me and it had my heart racing again.
“Are you sure you’re ready?”
I nodded.
“Take a deep breath, Ry.”
I inhaled a deep breath, just as he’d instructed. Then, just before I was about to exhale, I felt the pressure slowly build as he pushed himself inside of me.
I exhaled quickly, before fumbling on my next intake of air. He was still moving slow, just as he promised, but the pressure inside of me was grow at a rapid pace.
He leaned down to kiss me, providing a momentary distraction before I felt something inside of me tear in a matter of seconds, causing me to cry out and break free from our kiss.
He came to a halt above me. “Are you okay?” He asked in his own quaky breath.
I nodded again.
“Breath, Ry.” He reminded me, as he nudged my ear with his lips to calm me. “Breath through it. I’m almost all the way in.”
“It hurts.” I whimpered against his shoulder as I shifted under him in an attempt to regain the pleasure I’d been feeling, only seconds earlier.
Instead, the only thing that seemed to help was Tyler’s patience. The longer he waited for me to adjust the more the pain dulled.
“Do you want me to stop?” He asked, sitting back up to look at me, brushing some hair out of my face with his finger.
I shook my head. “No, please don’t stop.”
He stared down at me and I felt him ease in a bit more. I could tell he was attempting to steady his breaths and remain in control for me.
“I promise, once I’m all the way in, it will feel better.” He whispered against my lips, almost as if to beg me for permission to give into his own needs.
“I’m ready.” I admitted in a shaky breath.
This time, as he sat up, the second we made eye contact I felt him ease the rest of the way inside of me.
We both gasped in relief, at the same time as he rested his forehead against mine to regain composure.
He was right, the ache dulled in comparison to the way it felt to have him inside of me. However, nothing felt more powerful than the way he seemed just as lost to it, as I was.
A flood of emotions coursed through me as I watched as his chest move with each of his new heavy breaths, and I couldn’t tell who was shaking.
Was that him, or me?
“Does that feel better?” He asked in a shuttered breath, before he slowly started to ease himself back out of me.
“Yes,” I managed. “Please, don’t stop.” I begged, as his withdrawal from me caused a bigger ache with his absence.
He leaned down to brush his lips along my neck as he eased back inside of me once more, his pace remaining slow and gentle.
I adjusted to him a little more each time, and I could tell he noticed. Soon, he was taking each new thrust with a bit more urgency.
“Fuck, Ry.” He groaned as he increased his pace. “I’m so sorry, am I hurting you?” He asked without slowing his thrusts.
“No,” I moaned softly. “I promise. You feel…” I hesitated. “You feel…”
“Yes, that’s it. Tell me how it feels, Ry. How does it feel to have me inside of you?” He urged in a raspy voice, causing my body to clench around him.
“Ty…” I whimpered.
“Please, Ry.” He encouraged again in an unsteady pant. “I need to hear you say it. Tell me.” He rasped, as he nuzzled my ear.
His pace quickened even more, urging me for an answer with each new thrust and I could barely hold on any longer. “I’ve wanted this for so long, Ty.” I sobbed, pleasure rippling over me.
“Yeah?” He questioned, in disbelief as I felt his lips run along my collarbone.
“Yes…” I admitted in a moan, and he continued to thrust into me.
“Then tell me. How does it feel to have me inside of you? Is it how you imagined it?” He urged on, with each new thrust he drove into me.
My head tilted back in a gasp as I felt him fill me, over and over again.
“Oh god, Ty…” I whimpered. “…you feel better than I ever imagined.”
I heard the most animalistic growl come from his lips and the sound vibrated through my entire body, causing me to moan.
“Fuuuuck, Ry.” He growled out, and thrust into me again, deeper than before. “I can't believe I’m inside of you, you feel so damn good.”
“Ty, don’t stop.” I screamed, and he glanced back at my bedroom door before covering my mouth with his
