“Please,” I managed to beg through my moans. Axel lifted his head from my pussy to look me in the eyes and smirk at me. “More,” I pled. He slowly pulled my thong off and placed it on the floor with my sweater, lightly stroking my pussy, sticking one finger in and then another, pumping them in and out of me, being deliberately slow.
“So wet,” he said, his voice husky. I could hear the desire loud and clear. He removed his fingers, causing me to groan in despair. He then replaced them with his tongue, moaning as he slowly moved his tongue, circling my clit with it and then added his fingers to penetrate me.
“So sweet, you taste amazing, babe. I could eat you out for hours, forever,” he said, making me moan out loud in pleasure. It felt too good, I was going to come. He moved his tongue and fingers faster in synchrony and I came apart under his tongue. He pulled his fingers out and licked them up and down slowly, knowing he’d succeeded in making me come.
Dizzy and still seeing stars, Axel threw off his shirt and pulled on a condom, his need winning out as he entered me completely, in one thrust. I cried out in utter pleasure. He filled me all the way with his massive erection. He moaned with me as he changed his pace to slow and kissed me lovingly. He was making love to me, making it all the more intimate than ever before.
“I missed you,” he rasped out, as he made love to me. “I missed this. I never want to miss this again,” he said and then took my mouth back with his. Axel picked up his pace ever-so-slightly and within moments we were both at our climax and crying out moans of pleasure. He slowly pulled out of me and rolled over onto his side looking down at me. He looked down at me and I could see the love in his eyes, as he pushed the hair away from my face and kissed my lips, pulling me close into his side, holding me there warm and safe. I allowed myself to believe he did love me, just for the night.
I’d had one magical night with Axel. Amazing love making, followed by dinner and hot steamy sex and a morning that started off with sleepy, lazy sex and then greedy shower sex before he dropped me off back at my apartment. Axel walked me to my door carrying my backpack for me like a true gentleman. He always treated me like a princess, something that I’d never had from anyone but my father.
“Maybe tomorrow, I can pick you up and take you out for dinner?” He smiled at me. “Wings?” he chuckled, just like he said he would. I felt my throat constrict. It was everything I wanted to hear but it was tainted with the knowledge that it was all a lie.
“I actually have plans,” I told him. With Hunter my blind date, I didn’t have the heart to tell him that part though.
“Oh.” His face fell in disappointment. “Well, how about another time this week? I’ll text you and we’ll figure it out,” he said, putting his bright smile back on again. I couldn’t answer him, so instead I went on my toes and pulled his face down and kissed him with all the love I felt for him, all the things I had wanted for us that would never happen and all the passion that we had shared. The kiss lasted over five minutes, as he kissed me back with almost as much ferocity, getting lost in it. When we finally broke apart, he smiled goofily at me and I wished I could share the same lovestruck expression but I wouldn’t, I knew this was the end and there could be no more. It had all been my closure and although there could never be enough when it came to Axel, it was just enough to satisfy me and good enough of a memory to relive.
“Goodbye Axel,” I said slowly and closed my door on him and that chapter of my life.
AXEL HAD MESSAGED ME A few times, his usual sweet things and then a few questions on when he could see me again. I ignored them all and instead focused on my blind date. I got ready, trying harder than usual to look good, wanting to hide any traces that I was in love with another man. When eight o’clock came, I walked to the local bar where Hunter and I had decided to meet for drinks. I wore a cute red
