This man, this incredible man. How can I deserve someone as amazing as him.
I scooch closer to him as I wrap my hands around the back of his neck needing to be close to him. I brush my lips over his as I feel my sex pulsate with need, softly he presses his lips to mine, finally giving me what I need. Trying to spur him on I climb on his lap making him tense “We don’t have to do anything Beck’s. I’m willing to wait as long as you need” he says gripping my hips. I don’t know if I’m ready for this, but I’m feeling really turned on right now, so surely it’s the best time to try.
“Just shut up and kiss me” I tell him as I forcefully weld my lips to him, letting out a groan his kisses me back. Feeling the ache deep within me I start slowly grinding on his lap, feeling the hardness in his trousers I start pressing my hips down on him, making him growl. Slowly he winds his arm round my back and lays me down on the bed. Feeling his weight settle on me, I wait for my panic to overcome me, but it doesn’t show, I’m too in the moment. Laying on top of me he starts grinding his erection painfully into the apex of my thighs “Oh god” I say as I feel myself getting wetter by the second “Are you okay” he asks huskily “Perfect, don’t stop” I gasp as I pull his head back down for a passionate kiss. Feeling his hand moving up my ribcage I let out a gasp when his hand comes over my breast “I missed these so much. Perfect” he says as he dips his head to bite my nipple through his t-shirt I’m wearing. Feeling brave, I move him slightly to sit up, looking into his eyes I grab the hem of my t-shirt and pull it over my head, leaving my breasts bare to him. He sits back on his heels clenching his fists at the sight of them “Do you know how beautiful you are?” he says staring into my eyes.
I will not cry. I will not cry. I chant to myself.
Sitting up to meet him I grab the back of his neck and pull his head to kiss me more, needing to tell him how much I still love him. He bites my lip as he comes up for air making me groan. This guys is good. Don’t get me wrong, when we fooled around before, it was amazing. But this is rough and passionate, it’s just what I need right now with him.
Laying me back down he continues traveling downwards, he starts lavishing my nipples with his tongue releasing one with a Pop! He looks up at me as he kisses my belly, I nod at him breathless as he continues downward. With his eyes focused on me he takes hold of my trousers and underwear and starts peeling them off me leaving me bare to him, I feel a little panicky feeling so exposed.
What if I’m ruined down there?
What if he sees me as dirty now….
I start to close my legs feeling embarrassed when he takes hold of my thigh to make me look at him “Beautiful” he says forcefully making me squirm. How did he know what I was thinking? Relaxing my legs to signal him to continue, he dips his head and licks the full length of my slit making my scream out in pleasure “Oh god Reid! Keep doing that” I say taking hold of his hair to keep him going, he tortures me by kissing the inside of my thighs “Please…Please” I beg, needing him back at my centre. He finally gives into my pleas and starts feasting on me, I moan so loud, forgetting his mum is downstairs.
I hope to god she doesn’t hear, I could do without that embarrassment.
His hand comes up to put his fist in my mouth to try and quiet me. Taking the hint, I bite down on it to try and stop me from screaming as I come all over his face. Releasing his hand, I look up to the ceiling as I try to catch my breath, that was unreal. I don’t remember it ever being like that before.
Reid moves up the bed, bringing the duvet with him to cover us up while I recover. He pulls me into his chest as I lay there feeling like jello all over. My eyes well up with the reality of what just happened.
I did it.
A sniff escapes me when I cannot hold back anymore. The bed shifts as Reid enters my line of sight “Hey, what’s wrong? Did I go too far? Did I hurt you?” he asks, concern all over his face “I did it” I say on a whisper “I didn’t panic” I say, it’s all I can speak right now. Understanding crosses his face when he kisses my lips for the longest time before laying back down to wrap his big body around me from behind. Feeling more at peace than I have in days, I let my eyes shut, coated in the blanket that is Reid, feeling safer than I ever have.
Waking up wrapped in strong arms I smile. Never going to get enough of this. Looking down at them I take
