“Me and your dad haven’t been happy for some years. We live separate lives.” And her eyes shine with tears. “I really tried with your dad, but he can be cold and doesn’t know how to show affection. After you were born, he shut down and became bitter towards me because you weren’t his.” Tears cloud her eyes and her cheeks turn red as she looks down at the ground. I’ve never ever in my whole entire life seen her cry. To look so broken. To look so destroyed. And a tiny part of me almost feels sorry for her. Almost. “When I met Conner a few years ago, after your dad purchased the manor, we became friends and started dating.”
“Boohoo. Cry me a river,” Felix says. “You two are fucking assholes. Sadie, let’s go.” He yanks my hand, leading me towards the door.
“You need to end this with Felix.” My mom’s tone is firm, and I roll my eyes. “This is frowned upon by my peers, you’re sleeping with my future son-in-law. It looks incestuous.”
“I’m not giving up shit for you and I don’t care how it looks. I’m not giving up the love of my life just to protect your reputation. Unlike you, I know what love is and I love Felix in a different way than you have ever loved. I will never cheat on him. God forbid his career goes to shit. But if it did, I’ll stay by his side because that’s what love is. It’s unconditional. Love is supposed to feel earth-shattering. Love is supposed to nourish the soul. Love is supposed to be a safe haven for you. Love is supposed to bring you hope and glory,” I huff out. “To be honest, I don’t think you’ve ever loved anyone but yourself.”
Her mouth hangs open, but she stands up taller as if I didn’t wound her pride. I made a crack in that cold heart of hers.
We leave and Felix drives us to his house. Did I just announce my life to Felix in his dad’s house in front of everyone? I don’t know if he feels the same way about me. Nervousness yanks inside of my belly and my hands tingle.
Once we’re inside in his bedroom, Felix pulls me into his arms and kisses my lips. The kiss is soft and gentle.
“I love you too. You’re like air, I can’t live without you. You’re my now and my future, Sadie. Always and forever. I didn’t think I would fall in love again. Until you came along crushing the very thought. My headstrong, Thumbelina. I—” He kisses me on the cheek. “Love—” Kisses my neck. “You.”
Then he kisses my lips again and I moan against his mouth. “You don’t have to tell me again that you love me. I know you have a hard time telling people how you feel.” Butterflies dance in my stomach. His words wrap around my heart and squeeze the life out of it.
We remove our clothes. Before I know it, we’re on the bed and he leans over me. This is our position. This is our love making position. And I love it. I love staring into his eyes as he fucks me like a crazy man. And I love gripping his neck and clawing at his back when he’s thrusting into me. I love everything about Felix. “I’m going to worship you with my tongue, fingers, and dick.” He kisses my neck and I melt. “Because I love you more than life itself. Because you’re the missing piece to my puzzle.”
Then I pull him down kissing his nose and his forehead.
“I want you to fuck me in the ass like I wrote in my diary,” I whisper against his ear and I feel his whole body stiffen.
“Are you sure, Sadie? I don’t want to hurt you.” His tone is low and raspy.
“You’re not going to hurt me. I promise. Go slow.”
He hesitantly nods.
“When I’m inside you, I’m not pulling out. I’m going to load your needy pussy and asshole with all my come until it’s dripping from it.”
“Ok.”
Moments later, he’s inside of my pussy and the only thing I hear is my heart beating frantically and the slaps of his skin on mine. As I moan loudly, I dig my nails into his skin, scratching as hard as I can. No dirty talk. Just him making love to me slowly and softly. He smiles at me with love, want, and need. He smiles at me as if I’m the most beautiful girl in the world.
I feel him throbbing, coming inside of me as he thrusts harder and harder. He flips me on my stomach, places my ass in the air. I look back at him and he grabs lube and squeezes jelly in his hand, and he rubs the cool gel of my forbidden part.
I flinch a little but my pussy throbs at the thought of him going inside my butt. My heart gallops like a horse, and panic eats at me. This might hurt really bad, but I’ve wanted this for a long time.
He squeezes gel on his fingers and slides into my forbidden part and it feels weird, then he slides another finger inside of me and my breath rapidly. Then he slowly slides in and out of me for a few seconds and then he removes his fingers.
He squeezes gel all over his dick and I feel the tip of him nudging my butt hole. As he pushes inside me slowly, I take deep breaths. It burns and burns and burns, as if someone lights a firecracker in my ass. I scream loud enough to wake the next-door neighbors. Pain chips at my spine and my legs feels weak.
“Breathe, Sadie.” His voice is gentle, and I do. He slides out of me then slides
