Just a little while longer.
I tell myself as I let myself drift to the comforting sounds of her breathing.
12
Cassi
Everything wasn’t perfect with us, but Xavier and I had taken a step in the right direction.
There are times when I still feel like I’m walking on eggshells around him when it comes to Tinsley, but that’s my issue, not his.
I need to come to terms with my own feelings and learn to move on from them. Tinsley isn’t a threat to me.
Xavier made that clear when he chose me over her.
“Adra, my beautiful girlfriend. What are you doing?”
I smile as I feel his breath fan across my face.
“What does it look like I’m doing?” I whisper.
He glances down at my book before pressing a kiss to my cheek. “Haven’t you studied enough? Come on. Come play with me.”
I look up at him, rolling my eyes, but I know I’m not going to deny him.
I can’t help it. Whenever he’s near me, I want to be as close as I can to him. I feel like I’ve become addicted to him. Addicted to the way he makes me feel. The way my blood sings whenever he touches me.
“Okay,” I whisper back.
That sexy smirk fills his face as he moves around me to pack my bag for me. I don’t even bother trying to help as I watch him. Once my bag is packed, he puts it over his shoulder, grabbing my hand.
He starts to half run through the library, making me giggle.
A chorus of “shhh” echoes out, making me slap my free hand over my mouth. Once outside, he pulls me down the steps and to the side of the building.
Then he presses me into the wall, his lips crashing to mine.
He wastes no time opening his mouth to me, so I take what he is giving me, losing myself in the feeling of him. His hands come up, cupping my face as he presses even closer, a small bite from the brick wall behind me pressing into my head.
Once I’m completely breathless, he finally pulls back, his own breath coming out in a pant.
“What was that for?” I manage to get out.
“I fucking missed you.” He grabs my hand pressing it to his hard dick. “I need you, Adra.”
I squeeze him, a moan slipping from his lips causing a rush of heat to rush to my pussy. I can feel myself clench around the empty space, begging for his dick to be there.
I glance around, seeing that where we are is shadowed in darkness. I have no idea what time it is, but the sun must have set hours ago, the activity on campus dying down. Not a single person mills about.
Feeling brave, I unbutton his pants. He reaches down to stop me, but I shake my head.
“I need you inside of me right now, Avi.”
“People might see,” he warns.
I smile. “Isn’t it exhilarating? The thought of getting caught.”
I didn’t know I liked that kind of thing until this moment. As soon as the words leave my mouth, I feel myself growing hotter at the thought. I know if he reaches down, he would feel how drenched my panties are.
“Fuck,” he curses. “I don’t have a condom on me, baby.”
I bite my lips. “I’m on the pill. I trust you. Do you trust me?”
He presses a kiss into my lips. “Fuck. Are we really doing this?”
He asks the words, but his hands give him the answer. They dive down into the back of my yoga pants, gripping onto my ass as he grinds himself into me.
I latch on to his neck, kissing and biting.
“Are you fond of these pants?” he asks.
“Not particularly, why?”
Then I hear it. The rip of fabric as I feel his hands between my legs.
“Those were too thin, anyway. Way too easy to rip.” He breathes in my ear as he pulls himself out of his pants.
Before I can say a word, he picks me up, pressing my back against the wall. Then he pushes aside my panties, lining himself up at my entrance.
He looks up at me with lust-filled eyes. Then he thrusts in.
This is the most primal thing I’ve ever done. All I can feel in the moment is the pressure of him rubbing against my walls as his chest creates the perfect pressure against my breasts.
His pace is punishing, his hands on my hips digging in, causing a delicious amount of sting to go with my pleasure, causing me to climb higher and higher.
I knew I wasn’t going to last long the moment he pulled me from the library, but I didn’t know it would feel like this.
As I hear voices float to me from somewhere nearby, my pleasure hits its peak, sending me over the edge.
I moan, but before the full sound can get out, Xavier presses his lips to mine, swallowing it as he pistons a few more times before he stiffens.
I can feel the heat of his cum as it pours into me, making me spasm around him.
He holds me against the wall as we both come down, my ears ringing while my brain remains foggy.
I don’t know how long we stand there like that, but when the sound of laughter filters to us, we both startle.
I look to the side and see a group of students moving past the front of the building, not paying us one bit of attention.
Xavier doesn’t waste any time though. He pulls out, moving my underwear back in place before slowly lowering me to the ground. Once he’s sure I’m steady, he puts his dick away, looking down at my pants.
I look down and see the rip he made.
I look up, smiling at him. “Worth it.”
He shakes his head, grabbing my bag. “Let’s get you to my car before anyone sees you. I might kill a man if
