CT (computerized tomography) scan, 23, 183
Cushing, Harvey, 51
Daly, Peggy, 97, 100, 108
dark energy/dark matter, 82, 155
death:
and afterlife, 152–53
author’s return from, 121, 136
feigned by lower animals, 141, 185
revised definitions of, 9, 134
Descartes, Rene, 149
disappointment, 102
DMT dump, 142, 186
dream confirmation, 137–39
Eccles, Sir John C., 140
in bacterial meningitis, 23–24, 91–92, 144, 183
brain attacked by, 20–21, 122, 144
DNA swaps of, 20, 42–43
as gram-negative bacteria, 42, 149
in Israel, 43–44, 89
reproduction of, 19–20
egg, analogy of, 160
Einstein, Albert, 1, 76, 147, 162
electrons, 150
emotions, spaciousness of, 102–3
endogenous glutamate blockade, 185
euphoria, 122, 124, 128
everything, theory of, 150, 153–54
evil, presence of, 48, 83
excitotoxicity, 185, 187
extrasensory perception (ESP), 153
faith, comfort and hope from, 35
family:
as anchor to life, 36–37
of coma patients, 33–34, 90, 105–7
coping with diagnosis, 137–39
hospital vigil of, 97–101
messages from, 37, 101, 137
and one’s identity, 34, 66–67
other (angels), 95–96
reliance on, 36
as source of stability, 34, 53
fantasies:
in author’s return to earth, 115–19, 135, 185–86
grief-induced, 138
in ICU psychosis, 118
NDEs thought to be, 141
reality vs., 41, 138
flying:
in author’s coma experience, 39–40
author’s dreams of, 1, 159
in sailplanes, 1–2, 61
and skydiving, 2–6, 61, 85, 116, 118–19
free will, 48, 81, 83–84
Gateway, 70
images in, 38, 71, 84, 102, 109
lessons learned in, 81
memories of, 68, 131, 147, 151
ultra-reality of, 78, 117, 185
Girl on Butterfly Wing, 40–41
as author’s biological sister, 169
as guide/guardian angel, 47, 68, 102, 104, 163
message from, 41, 71, 109
Glasgow Coma Scale, 25
God:
all-knowing, 159–61
belief in, 34, 57–58, 67, 148
caring and loving, 96, 146, 161, 171
communicating with, 48, 161
connection to, 76, 104, 148, 160–61
dazzling darkness of, 48
glory of, 157
growing toward, 84
impersonal nature of, 85–86
learning lessons from, 192
as Om, 47, 48, 86, 104, 148, 156–57, 159–61
questions about, 153, 154
separation from, 76, 154
universal, 156–57
good and evil, 83
Gram’s stain, 23
Great Depression, 51–52
guardian angels, 95–96, 102, 131
Heaven:
belief in, 34
loss of, 102
presence of, 104
proof of, 135, 171
questions about, 153, 154
Heisenberg, Werner, 149–50, 154
Hemi-Sync, 158–59
hen’s egg, analogy of, 160
Heyward, Robert, 100
human spirit, 152