humor, 157
ICU psychosis, 118, 120
illusion, 80
Ingraham, Franc D., 51
insight, 49
interconnectedness, 150–51, 154–55, 171
irony, 157
Israel:
author’s trip to, 42, 44, 50, 89
Sourasky Medical Center in, 43–44
Jeans, Sir James, 154
John (pseud.), 145–46
Kelly, David L., Jr., 52
ketamine, 185–86
Kierkegaard, Soren, 129
kinetic learning, 35
knowledge:
acquisition of, 49
spiritual, 82–83
KPC (
Kubler-Ross, Elisabeth,
language, limitations of, 132
lateral amygdala, 185
laughter, 157
letting go, 145–46
life, our role in, 84, 85
life everlasting, belief in, 36
life force, 156
limbic system, 141, 185
locality, 156
Loeffler, Jay, 91
love:
as center of universe, 48, 130, 170
and compassion, 85
as message to author, 41, 71
unconditional, 71–72, 73, 83–84, 131, 148, 161, 170–71
LSD, 186
lumbar puncture, 19, 21–22, 183
Matson, Donald, 51
meditation, 158, 161
Melville, Herman, 136
memory:
and brain, 115, 117, 141, 185, 188
and NDE experiences, 139, 141, 185, 188
need to share, 124–25, 126–28
and reboot phenomenon, 142–43, 188
recovery of, 122, 124
meningitis:
author’s unique case of, 23–24, 89–92, 132, 186–87
bacterial, 19–21, 23–24, 89, 91, 132–33, 144, 183
causes of, 23–24
and cerebrospinal fluid, 19
gram-negative bacterial type, 25, 27, 92
mortality rate in, 21, 25, 92, 183
spontaneous
and superficial cortex damage, 187
mescaline, 186
Midas Rex drill, 35
mind over matter, 155
miracle:
expectation of, 105
medical, 184
telling the story of, 144
Monroe, Robert A., 158
Moody, Raymond,
MRI (magnetic resonance image), 36
mystical states, 158
mystical worldview, 154
NDE (near-death experience):
author’s experience of, 9, 77–79, 89–92, 135, 141–44, 149, 161, 162–64, 170–71, 188
believers of, 140
and cardiac arrest, 133–34
classic occurrences of, 77
difficulty of conveying to others, 10, 72, 125, 135, 136, 144, 162
earthly identity forgotten in, 162–64
literature of, 78–79, 126–27, 131–32, 134, 162
and memory, 139, 141, 185, 188
moving toward the light in, 38–39
neuroscientific hypotheses of, 141–44, 185–88
openness to understanding of, 140–41, 146
other people’s experiences of, 76–77, 131–32, 162, 168
unbelievers of, 140, 141
uniqueness of each experience of, 131, 162
written account of, 127–28
neocortex:
electrical activity of, 159
functional column of, 187
and reboot phenomenon, 188
shut down in coma, 8, 9, 133, 141–42, 144, 186, 188
neurotransmitters, 142