She had never told them why she had an eidetic memory. Every Oankali change she had told them about had diminished her credibility with them.
'Too good to be true,' Gabriel said softly.
They chose the highest ground they could find and built a shelter. They believed they would be using it for a few days, at least. The shelter was wall-less-no more than a frame with a roof. They could hang hammocks from it or spread mats beneath it on mattresses of leaves and branches. It was just large enough to keep everyone out of the rain. They roofed it with the tarpaulins some of them had brought. Then they used branches to sweep the ground beneath clean of leaves, twigs, and fungi.
Wray managed to get a fire going with a bow Leah had brought along, but he swore he would never do it again. 'Too much work,' he said.
Leah had brought corn from the garden. It was dark when they roasted it along with some of Lilith's yams. They ate these along with the last of the breadnuts. The meal was filling, though not satisfying.
'Tomorrow we can fish,' Lilith told them.
'Without even a safety pin, a string, and a stick?' Wray said.
Lilith smiled. 'Worse than that. The Oankali wouldn't teach me how to kill anything, so the only fish I caught were the ones stranded in some of the little streams. I cut a slender, straight sapling pole, sharpened one end, hardened it in the fire, and taught myself to spear fish. I actually did it-speared several of them.'
'Ever try it with bow and arrow?' Wray asked.
'Yes. I was better with the spear.'
'I'll try it,' he said. 'Or maybe I can even put together a jungle version of a safety pin and string. Tomorrow, while the rest of you look for the others, I'll start learning to fish.
'We'll fish,' Leah said.
He smiled and took her hand-then let it go in almost the same motion. His smile faded and he stared into the fire. Leah looked away into the darkness of the forest.
Lilith watched them, frowning. What was going on? Was it just trouble between them-or was it something else?
It began to rain suddenly, and they sat dry and united by the darkness and the noise outside. The rain poured down and the insects took shelter with them, biting them and sometimes flying into the fire which had been built up again for light and comfort once the cooking was done.
Lilith tied her hammock to two crossbeams and lay down. Joseph hung his hammock near her-too near for a third person to lie between them. But he did not touch her. There was no privacy. She did not expect to make love. But she was bothered by the care he took not to touch her. She reached out and touched his face to make him turn toward her.
Instead, he drew away. Worse, if he had not drawn away, she would have. His flesh felt wrong somehow, oddly repellant. It had not been this way when he came to her before Nikanj moved in between them. Joseph's touch had been more than welcome. He had been water after a very long drought. But then Nikanj had come to stay. It had created for them the powerful threefold unity that was one of the most alien features of Oankali life. Had that unity now become a necessary feature of their human lives? If it had, what could they do? Would the effect wear off?
An ooloi needed a male and female pair to be able to play its part in reproduction, but it neither needed nor wanted two-way contact between that male and female. Oankali males and females never touched each other sexually. That worked fine for them. It could not possibly work for human beings.
She reached out and took Joseph's hand. He tried to jerk away reflexively, then he seemed to realize something was wrong. He held her hand for a long, increasingly uncomfortable moment. Finally it was she who drew away, shuddering with revulsion and relief.
6
The next morning just after dawn, Curt and his people found the shelter.
Lilith started awake, knowing that something was not right. She sat up awkwardly in the hammock and put her feet on the ground. Near Joseph, she saw Victor and Gregory. She turned toward them, relieved. Now there would be no need to look for the others. They could all get busy building the boat or raft they would need to cross the river. Everyone would find out for certain whether the other side was forest or illusion.
She looked around to see who else had arrived. That was when she saw Curt.
An instant later, Curt hit her across the side of the head with the flat of his machete.
She dropped to the ground, stunned. Nearby, she heard Joseph shout her name. There was the sound of more blows.
She heard Gabriel swearing, heard Allison scream.
She tried desperately to get up, and someone hit her again. This time she lost consciousness.
Lilith awoke to pain and solitude. She was alone in the small shelter she had helped build.
She got up, ignoring her aching head as best she could. It would stop soon.
Where was everyone?
Where was Joseph? He would not have deserted her even if the others did.
Had he been taken away by force? If so, why? Had he been injured and left as she had been?
She stepped out of the shelter and looked around. There was no one. Nothing.
She looked for some sign of where they had gone. She knew nothing in particular about tracking, but the muddy ground did show marks of human feet. She followed them away from the camp. Eventually, she lost them.
She stared ahead, trying to guess which way they had gone and wondering what she would do if she found them. At this point, all she really wanted to do was see that Joseph was all right. If he had seen Curt hit her, he
