He was eating a very large bun.

Smiley stood beside him. 'I've got to go back to London.'

'Well, this will put the cat among the pigeons.' The weasel face turned abruptly towards him; 'or will it?' He spoke with the front of his mouth while the back of it continued to deal with the bun.

'If Fennan was murdered, no power on earth can prevent the Press from getting hold of the story,' and to himself added: 'I don't think Maston would like that. He'd prefer suicide?'

'Still, we've got to face that, haven't we?' Smiley paused, frowning earnestly. Already he could hear Maston deriding his suspicions, laughing them impatiently away. 'I don't know,' he said, 'I really don't know?'

Back to London, he thought, back to Maston's Ideal Home, back to the rat-race of blame. And back to the unreality of containing a human tragedy in a three-page report.

It was raining again, a warm incessant rain now, and in the short distance between the Fountain Cafe and the police station he got very wet. He took off his coat and threw it into the back of the car. It was a relief to be leaving Walliston — even for London. As he turned on to the main road he saw out of the corner of his eye the figure of Mendel stoically trudging along the pavement towards the station, his grey trilby shapeless and blackened by the rain. It hadn't occurred to Smiley that he might want a lift to London, and he felt ungracious. Mendel, untroubled by the niceties of the situation, opened the passenger door and got in.

'Bit of luck,' he observed. 'Hate trains.

Cambridge Circus you going to? You can drop me Westminster way, can't you?'

They set off and Mendel produced a shabby green tobacco tin and rolled himself a cigarette. He directed it towards his mouth, changed his mind and offered it to Smiley, lighting it for him with an extraordinary lighter that threw a two-inch blue flame. 'You look worried sick,' said Mendel.

'I am?'

There was a pause. Mendel said: 'It's the devil you don't know that gets you.'

They had driven another four or five miles when Smiley drew the car into the side of the road. He turned to Mendel.

'Would you mind awfully if we drove back to Walliston?'

'Good idea. Go and ask her.'

He turned the car and drove slowly back into Walliston, back to Merridale Lane. He left Mendel in the car and walked down the familiar gravel path.

She opened the door and showed him into the drawing-room without a word. She was wearing the same dress, and Smiley wondered how she had passed the time since he had left her that morning.

Had she been walking about the house or sitting motionless in the drawing-room? Or upstairs in the bedroom with the leather chairs? How did she see herself in her new widowhood? Could she take it seriously yet, was she still in that secretly elevated state which immediately follows bereavement? Still looking at herself in mirrors, trying to discern the change, the horror in her own face, and weeping when she could not?

Neither of them sat down — both instinctively avoided a repetition of that morning's meeting.

'There was one thing I felt I must ask you, Mrs. Fennan, I'm very sorry to have to bother you again?'

'About the call, I expect; the early morning call from the exchange?'

'Yes?'

'I thought that might puzzle you. An insom- niac asks for an early morning call,' She was trying to speak brightly.

'Yes. It did seem odd. Do you often go to the theatre?'

'Yes. Once a fortnight. I'm a member of the Weybridge Repertory Club you know. I try and go to everything they do. I have a seat reserved for me automatically on the first Tuesday of each run. My husband worked late on Tuesdays. He never came; he'd only go to classical theatre,'

'But he liked Brecht, didn't he? He seemed very thrilled with the 'Berliner Ensemble' performances in London'

She looked at him for a moment, and then smiled suddenly — the first time he had seen her do so. It was an enchanting smile; her whole face lit up like a child's.

Smiley had a fleeting vision of Elsa Fennan as a child — a spindly, agile tomboy like George Sand's 'Petite Fadette' — half woman, half glib, lying girl. He saw her as a wheedling Backfisch, fighting like a cat for herself alone, and he saw her, starved and shrunken in prison camp, ruthless in her fight for self- preservation. It was pathetic to witness in that smile the light of her early innocence, and a steeled weapon in her fight for survival.

'I'm afraid the explanation of that call is very silly,' she said. 'I suffer from a terrible memory — really awful. Go shopping and forget what I've come to buy, make an appointment on the telephone and forget it the moment I replace the receiver. I ask people to stay the week-end and we are out when they arrive. Occasionally, when there is something I simply have to remember, I ring the exchange and ask for a call a few minutes before the appointed time. It's like a knot in one's handkerchief, but a knot can't ring a bell at you, can it?'

Smiley peered at her. His throat felt rather dry, and he had to swallow before he spoke.

'And what was the call for this time, Mrs. Fennan?'

Again the enchanting smile: 'There you are. I completely forget'

V

Maston And Candlelight

As he drove slowIy back towards London Smiley ceased to be conscious of Mendel's presence.

There had been a time when the mere business of driving a car was a relief to him· when he had found in the unreality of a long, solitary journey a palliative to his troubled brain when the fatigue of several hours' driving had allowed him to forget more sombre cares.

It was one of the subtler landmarks of middle age, perhaps, that he could no longer thus subdue his mind. It needed sterner measures now: he even tried on occasion to plan in his head a walk through a European city — to record the shops and buildings he would pass for instance, in Bern on a walk from the Munster to the University. But despite such energetic mental exercise, the ghosts of time present would intrude and drive his dreams away. It was Ann who had robbed him of his peace, Ann who had once made the present so important and taught him the habit of reality, and when she went there was nothing.

He could not believe that Elsa Fennan had killed her husband. Her instinct was to defend, to hoard the treasures of her life, to build about herself the symbols of normal existence. There was no aggression in her, no will but the will to preserve.

But who could tell? What did Hesse write? 'Strange to wander in the mist, each is alone. No tree knows his neighbour. Each is alone.' We know nothing of one another, nothing, Smiley mused. However closely we live together, at whatever time of day or night we sound the deepest thoughts in one another, we know nothing. How am I judging Elsa Fennan? I think I understand her suffering and her frightened lies, but what do I know of her? Nothing.

Mendel was pointing at a sign-post.

'... That's where I live. Mitcham. Not a bad spot really. Got sick of bachelor quarters. Bought a decent little semi-detached down here. For my retirement.'

'Retirement? That's a long way off.'

'Yes. Three days. That's why I got this job. Nothing to it; no complications. Give it to old Mendel, he'll muck it up.'

'Well, well. 1 expect we shall both be out of a job by Monday?'

He drove Mendel to Scotland Yard and went on to Cambridge Circus.

He realised as he walked into the building that everyone knew. It was the way they looked; some shade of difference in their glance, their attitude. He made straight for Maston's room. Maston's secretary was at her desk and she looked up quickly as he entered.

'Adviser in?'

'Yes. He's expecting you. He's alone. I should knock and go in.' But Maston had opened the door and was

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