However, tonight seems to be the best of it all.
There is something about it that makes me giddy, or it could just simply be him. He takes a seat beside me, and I can’t stop the huge grin from forming. “This is perfect,” I admit, because I’m still surprised he had all this planned without me knowing.
“I’m glad you’re enjoying yourself.”
“I am very much.” Taking his hand, I say, “Thank you for bringing me here. I’ve always wanted to visit Paris.”
He smirks, and then brings my hand to his lips. “Anything for you, Trixie.”
My face flushes, as my heart begins to race, hearing those words again. There hasn’t been one day that’s gone by that he hasn’t said them. Ever since we got back together, he always reminds me of his promise. For a while, it was a struggle, but the more time we spent together, and the more we talked, things finally started to go back to normal.
It’s funny how having the one person you love the most back in your life can make such a difference.
While I still struggle with the loss of our baby, Sebastian is always there to keep me from staying stuck in the grief. He’s been so supportive, and I have so much to thank him for. He’s literally been my rock, and I don’t know what I would’ve done, if he hadn’t come to Chicago when he had.
The approaching waiter brings me out of my thoughts, and my eyes widen, as I realize the menu is all in French. Letting out a laugh, Sebastian and I share a glance, as I ask, “Are we supposed to just close our eyes and pick something?”
He grins widely, and then chuckles, “No, I’ll ask for another menu.”
Watching him get up, I should’ve known he would be on top of things. He returns moments later with new menus in hand. Once we decide on our meal and drinks, Sebastian turns to me with a heated glance. My stomach clenches with need, and I lick my lips, wondering what he has planned for me later.
“Dance with me,” he demands, and I instantly place my hand in his.
As he leads me to the dance floor, the musicians begin to play a soft and very romantic tune. Leaning in close, I sigh deeply, enjoying the moment and being embraced by Sebastian. He hums low with the tune, and a sense of contentment runs through me.
I really don’t know how our lives could be any more perfect than this.
Once the music changes, Sebastian softly says, “When I first met you, I realized I wanted you more than anything.” I grin, and lean back, so I can look up at him. “I know I pushed you away and kept you at a distance, but I’m glad you demanded more from me. That’s one of the things I love the most about you. You’re always pushing me to be a better man.”
Smirking, I say, “Well, I try.”
“You do more than try, moya serdtse.” His expression turns serious, as he claims, “I know we’ve been through a lot of hard times, and life hasn’t always been kind to either one of us.” I nod, knowing exactly what he means. As he caresses my cheek with one hand, he adds, “No matter what happens in our lives, good or bad, as long as I have you by my side, everything will be better.”
“You are my life, Trixie,” he states, and then he pulls away. For a moment, confusion takes over, because he drops down on one knee. Maybe, it’s because I’m in a state of shock, before I realize what it is he’s doing. “I love you more than anything.”
My heart pounds so loud and fast in my chest, and I swallow hard, knowing what he’s about to say. “Marry me and stay by my side forever.”
Only Sebastian would demand that I marry him.
Before I give him an answer, he reaches into his pocket, and then pulls out a ring. The single stone is breathtaking, and it’s perfect. Holding out my left hand, he slides the ring on my ring finger, and I gaze into his intense green eyes, as I say, “Yes. Yes, I’ll marry you.”
His smile makes my heart jump. It’s so big, and I know I’ve made him happy. That’s all I want out of our life together. As long as we have each other, we’ll take on this life side by side. No matter how bad things can get, as long as we have one another, things will be significantly better.
As he stands, our gazes never waver, and he reaches for me, leaving a tender kiss on my lips. Both of his hands cup my cheeks, and I wrap my arms around him, falling even more in love with him.
When he pulls away, I frown, wondering what he’s up to now, since his dominance suddenly radiates through him. It’s an instant change, but it’s one that I love to see come out. It ripples throughout my entire body, and I advert my gaze, as my instincts take over. Anticipation fills me, as I watch his feet circle around me. My entire body feels as if it’s humming, and when he finally touches me on my bare shoulder, I sigh in relief.
“You’ve been the perfect submissive, and I want to give you the ultimate reward.” He claims in a deep voice, and my stomach drops, as excitement rushes through me.
I’m unsure of what he means, but I do know, I’m ready to find out. Clenching my jaw, I force myself not to ask, even though I really want to. Instead, I glance down at the new ring on my finger, and I smile, seeing it there. It sends so many sensations throughout my body, and
