Despite that, I couldn't wait forever though. I needed him inside me soon. Otherwise, I would go insane.
Finally, I had to break the kiss, gasping for air. I locked eyes with Nick, seeing that primal need inside him. I wasn't the only one on edge. Nick needed this just as badly as I did. "Fuck me," I told him, my words shaky but clear.
Nick looked at me for what felt like hours, then nodded. I saw him swallow as he shifted to reach between us, grasping his cock.
Air was knocked from my lugs as he lined himself up with my entrance. I gritted my teeth, balling my hands into fists, as I braced myself for what I knew was about to happen. Slowly, far slower than I ever wanted, Nick pushed his hips forward. His cock slid inside me as I moaned out, fire burning my vision white as pleasure ripped through my body.
I'd dreamed of this day for so very long, more times than I could count, wondering what it would be like to finally have my first time with a man, with Nick. And yet, not one of those dreams came even close to reality. Nothing could have ever prepared me for this moment. The pleasure that tore through my body in waves was indescribable, beyond anything I'd ever felt before. It was a miracle I stayed conscious during those first few moments as the sheer force of the sensations threatened to overwhelm me.
Then, he was inside me. His entire length was buried to the hilt inside me, and I was the happiest woman on the planet. I wrapped my arms around him again, pulling our bodies tight together, and kissed him. Nick kissed me right back, our tongues dancing as the two of us fought to ground ourselves in reality again.
Without warning, Nick shifted, pulling his hips back. I moaned into his mouth as his cock slid almost out of me. Before I could break the kiss and voice my displeasure though, he slammed forward again, and all the air in my lungs was forced out as the world around me spun. Over and over he repeated the motion, building into a rhythm.
My entire body shook from the sheer force of his thrusts. Each time he pushed into me, he stoked that fire building in my stomach. It spread throughout my entire body until every inch of me burned with need, desire, and pleasure. Never had I been this happy. No, happy wasn't the right word. It wasn't strong enough to describe the euphoria I felt.
I doubted any words could adequately describe what sex with Nick was like. All I knew was I never wanted it to end.
This is how I wanted to spend the rest of my life, in bed with Nick, the two of us making love with each other. There was still so much for us to do together. We'd skipped all the foreplay and gone straight to the main course. Not that I was going to stop him. No way in Hell was I going to do anything to stop this. That just meant we had lots and lots of these sessions in our future.
Nick's thrusts became more and more erratic as time went on. He moaned into my mouth, his body tensing. He was right on the edge, just as I was. Neither of us was going to last much longer at this rate, no matter how badly we wanted to.
We had to break the kiss, just so the two of us could breathe. We both sucked in deep lungfuls of air, trying desperately to last as long as we possibly could. It was a futile attempt though. No matter how hard we tried, Nick's constant thrusts brought both of us closer and closer to the edge until we were right there, teetering at it.
"Oh god," I moaned out. Legs and arms wrapped around Nick, I held on to him, clinging to him. I couldn't take it anymore, couldn't hold out any longer. My entire body shook and spasmed as the ball of fire inside me exploded outward. All of my senses went from sharp and acute to fade away, leaving only Nick, still wrapped in my limbs as I came.
He held on for only a couple more moments. Then, he slammed into my one final time before his cock pulsed and throbbed, filling me with his seed. I yelled and moaned louder and louder, but the sound didn't reach my ears. The blinding whiteness enveloped everything, leaving only my sense of pleasure as it filled me from head to toe.
The next thing I knew, we both collapsed onto the bed. Our bodies clung to each other, both coated in quickly cooling sweat. I grinned up at the ceiling even as I struggled to catch my breath. That had been everything I'd dreamed about and so much more. It had taken everything out of me, but I could not wait until we could do it again. The first time had been amazing, and it was well worth the exhaustion.
Slowly, my eyes closed, my breathing evening out. Even when sleep finally over took me, I couldn't stop smiling.
6
Nick
Shit.
I splashed water onto my face. God, how could I be so fucking stupid? How could I give in to my desires? I should have known better, should have left the kitchen the moment I'd found Gabbie naked in there. But I hadn't. I'd stood there, telling myself I could control myself, that I wouldn't give in to my urges. And yet, I'd done just that.
Seeing her naked had short-circuited my brain, apparently. Then, she'd talked about divorce, and I'd lost myself. I'd let my desires take over and given in to them. I could still remember it all so clearly. I remember every second, every minute, of what
