Wednesday
We had all planned to go out and get hammered. Well, Alfie had a student night, the final one of the year and we’d agreed that we’d all go. Harry was dressed in a loose fitted t-shirt and nice jeans that hugged him in all the right places. I swallowed as my eyes wandered over his figure and cleared my throat. It was loud in the Top Hat. His large hands gripped my hips as he muttered.
“Be careful in here tonight, I can’t see what’s going on?” He warned over the loud music and I nodded.
“I’ll try!” I shouted back and watched him frown a little. I smiled sweetly at him and watched him walk towards where Jay and Jamane were standing chatting to some people I’d never met before. I paced towards the ladies room. I was desperate for a wee again. This would be the third since this evening. Hands ran down the skin on my back that was on show and my heart stopped. They weren’t familiar hands and I instantly knew. It was him. I swallowed hard as he placed a hand over my mouth and shoved me against the brick wall of the toilets.
“Do no fucking scream.” I nodded, my eyes were wide and I knew they were. I placed my hand over his that was being held against my mouth and tried to pull it off. He released it and I felt as though I could breathe. My chest thudded uncomfortably as my anxiety levels peaked.
“What do you want?” I watched him smirk, his narrow lips were turned upwards a little and I gulped.
“I need you to come to my office at the end of the month. Before you graduate.” He tilted his head to one side and a wave of sickness hit me full force. “I have a proposition for you. Before your graduation princess.” He pulled my phone from the bag that was in my grasp, he messed with it for a short period of time and placed it back before he planted a kiss against my cheek. “I’ll text you the address.” He whispered and laughed a little as he left me standing, pinned to the wall and it wasn’t because he was holding me there anymore. It was because of the fear that rippled through my body. I straightened out my dress and held my bag tightly in my hand before I made my way back towards our group at the bar.
“Av what’s up?” Chlo nudged me and I shook my head. She knew something had happened.
“I,” I was struggling to find my words and shook my head again “I’m alright Chlo.” I gave her a sharp smile and watched her frown.
“No, you’re not? What’s happened?” She pushed again and I almost grimaced.
“I don’t want to talk about it.” I snapped and glanced at Haz who was actually laughing for a change. I looked back towards Chlo who was giving me the death stare. I studied my shaking hands and made my way away from where they were all congregating. I was screaming inside.
September
Monday
I adored the bloke. I’d never loved another human being as much as I loved him. He was laying over me, stroking my cheek, desperately trying to catch his breath. I smiled widely at him and ran my nose over his.
“Do you have to leave?” I nodded, wishing that I didn’t have to go to the meeting with Rava. But I was scared. I was scared stiff that if I didn’t go he’d hurt either of us. Maybe even both of us. I placed a longing kiss against his lips and ruffled his hair. “Time will you be home?” He raised his brow and I winked at him as I pulled my dress over my head and grabbed my blazer from the back of the door. This would be the second attempt of me leaving for work this morning. I watched him smirk as I stepped into my heels. I heard him whistle and rolled my eyes at his advances before I ran my hand over the dress, smoothing it out over my stomach and thighs.
“I won’t be back late. I’ll be a couple of hours?” I bent down and planted a kiss against his soft lips. He held me in place and grinned against my lips.
“Quick leave now or I’ll shag you again.” I scoffed a laugh and slapped his chest. It was hard beneath my touch.
“Filth you are Vens.” He winked at me and blew me an air kiss. “Can I borrow the Merc please?” I watched the cheeky young handsome man disappear in front of where I was standing and he frowned.
“Oh Av do you have to?” I chuckled and shrugged.
“I could take the Audi?” He hated the thought of me driving either of his cars. Sometimes I wondered if he loved his cars more than he loved me. I suppressed a smirk and nodded. “You said you were gonna take mine to the garage?” I reminded him softly and he sat up slightly.
“It needs scrapping. Can I get you a new one?” I frowned and threw a sock at him. He caught it and rolled his eyes at me. “Fine, use the Merc. Don’t scratch her though.” I laughed as he threw me the keys and winked at him as I closed the bedroom door behind me. I clutched the keys in my hand softly and took a
