"I don't want you getting your hands on her, she's sweet... She doesn't need your shit."
"She is sweet but I don't think I like what you're implying. She’s a big girl, she can make her own choices?" I took a deep breath in, his words truly shocked me. What shit of his? What don’t I need to be involved in?
"Just keep away yeah? She isn't another one of these goals? Another notch on your bedpost." Jay’s tone was full of sarcasm. I heard Haz growl.
"She isn't going to be one of yours either. You're no better than I am." He snapped back at Jay’s remark and I cringed slightly. How many women had he slept with? Was I really another notch on the post? This was getting awkward.
"Harry. She's too nice? You're craving, you need to get yourself better before you start messing with her, you'll hurt her?" Jay’s tone was no longer pissed off. He no longer sounded like he was angry. He sounded hurt and upset. I looked down at my feet. What does he mean craving? Craving what? Me? Sex? I shook my head.
I listened as the front door shut and quickly took my place back on his bed exactly where he left me. He walked through the door a few moments later and I smiled sweetly at him.
"What was all that about?" I asked curiously. Obviously I knew.
"Nothing for you to worry about." He grinned at me. I looked out towards the window, the beautiful view of the sea calmed me. I felt the bed dip next to me and watched as he ran his fingers over my face. I kissed his fingers softly.
“Harry Vens eh?” I glanced up at his expression. His eyes were playful as he shrugged.
“Oh I love it when you talk dirty.” I stifled my laugh and nudged him softly.
“It suits you.” It did. Harry suited him. He was strong and it was a strong name.
“Fancy coming somewhere with me?” I ran my eyes over his and watched as he sat up slightly.
“As long as I can have my knickers back?” He flashed a smile at me and pulled a sad face.
“Fine.” He stood from the bed and made his way towards his wardrobe. He appeared again and threw some womens clothes towards me. I raised my brow at him and gestured towards the clothes. “They’re Chloe’s. Her clothes are in every room in the house.” My gut twisted when the words left his mouth.
“Are you sleeping with her too?” He smirked and shook his head.
“No only you.” I fought the pang of jealousy that threatened me and nodded before I pulled them on. I placed the jumper over my head and watched him get dressed too. His eyes looked tired. “You ready?” I nodded as he wrapped his fingers in mine. As ready as I’m ever gonna be.
Vens - Tuesday-ish
As I drove, I took in my view, the stars were shining tonight and they weren’t covered by the clouds. Which meant it was fucking freezing. My eyes wandered to my left. I drank in the sight of her. Her face looked tormented, like she was holding in a million questions and I placed my hand against her leg softly. I was catching feelings. I shook my thoughts away and watched as she smiled back at me. She was relaxed, her shoulders weren’t rigid anymore and it was almost as if my touch soothed her. I ran my thumb over the back of her hand and looked at the road ahead of me. I followed it for a while until we reached the car park. The view from where we sat was stunning. I inhaled deeply and looked towards her.
“Where are we?” She whispered as she pushed her thick dark waves behind her ear. I loved it when she did that.
“The cliffs. It’s one of my favourite spots to come.” I looked back at the sky which was clear. I heard her breathe out and smiled as she clutched my fingers in her hand. “Wanna come and see something cool?” I heard her laughing and smiled to myself.
“Yeah sure.” I climbed from the car and watched as she followed. I hadn’t been here in years. The air was cold and crisp. I watched as her hair swayed around her when the wind took it. My chest hurt just looking at her. She was beautiful. I took her hand in mine and guided her down towards an opening in the cliffs. It had grown over the years. I pulled back the ivy and she disappeared. I caught up with her as we made our way down the sandy path towards the small beach. It was pitch black. I noticed the hut in the distance and pointed towards it.
"This is Alfie's beach." I couldn't think of anything else to say. Though it was dark I watched as she looked over towards the old beach house and I smiled to myself. "Do you want to go inside?" My voice was a low whisper and she took my hand in hers.
"Yes." She flashed a cheeky grin my way before she started jogging across the beach towards the hut. Her laugh was a dirty one. It made me laugh. A full laugh and I began to run after her. "You lot have more money than sense." She was gasping for breath when we reached the wooden porch. I smirked at her comment. I wasn't going to argue with her. She was right, we did. She placed her hands on my chest as she caught her breath. I started to pick the lock. I hadn’t got my keys for this place. I struggled with the door and heard her giggling. I smirked as I pushed against the door almost falling through it, her laugh deepened and I laughed too.
“Well that was a little hard to open.” I turned to face her and she smiled broadly as she took in the
