hold of my ponytail “Ah, so you’re back are you, silly whore” she spits throwing me on the ground, pain explodes from my head when it bounces off the kitchen floor “Thought you could leave me high and dry did ya! How am I supposed to pay the bills without your wages huh? Stupid cunt!” she says as she grabs hold of me and backhands me across the face. White hot pain flashes across my cheek and I feel blood trickle from my lip “Mum stop, please, let me go!” I scream, it’s no use though as she throws me back on the ground and kicks me in the ribs, “Fuck you, your just like your dad, toxic and evil. I should have aborted you when I had the chance!” she screams at me, I try to hold my lip to stem the bleeding, Damn that stings. “Well, well well, you didn’t tell me your daughter was so beautiful” a man says as he comes in the kitchen, He smiles over at me with a toothy grin. This isn’t good, he’s topless with his jeans hanging and belt still undone, panic takes over me as he steps closer to me. I try to make a dash for the door but he gets hold of me by the neck making me shriek in fear “And where do you think you are going huh?” he says as he sniffs my cheek making me recoil “Oh no, we are going to have some fun first” he says as he brings his other hand round to grope my breast “Mum, please, stop him!” I say through tears, this is not happening, this is not happening “You’re a juicy one aren’t ya! Mmmm very nice” he says as he flicks my nipple through my strap top. My mum stands there watching while grabbing a bottle of vodka from the cupboard and just when I think she might help me, she just walks off to the front room “Mum! Help me please!” I shout, but she ignores me and carries on as if her friend isn’t sexually assaulting me right now. I need to get out of this somehow, I can’t let this happen. I manage to stamp on the guys foot expecting him to let me go, but he just cries out “Arg! You stupid bitch” he says as he punches me in the face, my eyes roll around in my head, I feel like I’m going to pass out. I’m still being held up by my throat until he throws me on the ground and comes down on top of me. Feeling his weight pressing on me makes me start hyperventilating. I feel something hard pressed up against my leg, the realisation makes me want to vomit “NO! get off!” I scream, I start smacking his hand and thrashing my legs but it’s no use, he backhands me across the face with such force my teeth rattle “Fight me, go on, makes me hard” he says as he tries to get his hands in my pants, all I can do is fight back. Why did I come back here, all for my stupid diary, all because I couldn’t let go of something that reminded me of Reid, now my innocence is going to be taken away without my permission, and I’m powerless to stop it. I squeeze my thighs shut to try and stop him from reaching me “HELP ME! SOMEONE PLEAS…” I start to scream when a big beefy hand covers my mouth, swallowing my pleas “Now Now, no screaming little one, I’ll make you feel good don’t worry” he says as he takes his hand out of trying to get in my underwear to pull down the top of my dress, with my breasts exposed he bites down hard on my nipple. I sob as I still try to fight my way out of this slapping his head and back, trying anything I can to get him to let me go enough to escape. He removes his hand from my mouth to grab hold of both of my hand and pins them above my head stopping my onslaught. Using his other hand, he forces my legs apart to grab my underwear, with a terrifying pull he rips them away from me, leaving me bare and shoves my underwear in my mouth to stop me screaming.
Oh god, I’m not going to get out of this.
I try and scream out around the gag in my mouth, but it’s just coming out muffled. He squeezes my wrists painfully tight as he uses his other hand to reach my sex, without me slapping him away he finds it easily. My fight dies when he forces two fingers inside my body brutally, a sharp pain hits me from the intrusion, I try to plead with him to stop around the underwear in my mouth “You’re nice and tight aren’t you, I love the untouched ones. Worth more for breaking” he says as he pistons he’s fat fingers inside me. My hair is soaked with my tears as I lay there trying to think of anything other than what is happening to me, I try to let my body go numb as he pulls his trousers down his legs and gets his ugly fat cock out and lubes it up with his own spit. I try to think of Reid, of us, having picnics at the nature reserve, us dressing up as batman and robin for Halloween, us loving each other. Feeling a prodding sensation at my entrance I squeeze my eyes shut, trying to brace myself for the pain. He laughs when he sees my expression “Don’t worry baby, I’m going to enjoy myself” he says before pushing into to me with such force it makes me scream with pain, I lay there on the floor powerless, sobbing and hyperventilating as he violates my body, taking my innocence for himself. In this moment, all I can think
