Taking one of my hands from around his neck, I pull his head down for a bone crushing kiss, feeling his hot tongue enter my mouth, I moan as he forcefully thrusts into me. I feel my sex clench onto him as my orgasm begins to take hold, screaming I squeeze him painfully tight as I convulse over and over, milking his own orgasm from him.
Well, I can tick my first shower quickie off my bucket list.
Coming down from my high, I open my eyes to see his deep blue ones “One day, I’m going to marry you” he says kissing me passionately “You think about stuff like that?” I ask as he slowly pulls out, I don’t feel any pain this time, just a little soreness “I’ve always thought about stuff like that. I’ve imagined you having my last name, a family, growing old. All of it” he tells me standing under the shower spray. “I think about it too” I admit “Always have” I walk towards him and wrap my arms around his middle, kissing his back. I thought id lost that recently, but to know he still thinks of things like the future, my hope finally starts returning.
Once we finally get washed and changed, Reid makes his way to work, all be it, a little late. Abi is coming over in an hour, so I make myself some breakfast, and have a little tidy around the kitchen. Hearing a knock at the door, I put down the cloth I was using to wipe down the worktop and look out the peep hole at the door, seeing a very attractive blonde on the other side. I open the door guessing it’s her “Hi. You must be Abi” I say with a smile “Yes, and you must be Becca” she says smiling back “Please come in” I move away from the door to let her come inside “It’s so nice to finally meet you” she says as she enters the front room “You as well, would you like a cup of tea or anything?” I ask as she sits on the sofa and puts her bag down “Tea would be amazing, thank you” she says with a smile. Walking into the kitchen I flick the kettle on and take a deep breath, I was a little anxious about finally meeting her, but she looks nice. She must be around my age, definitely no older 25 I’d say. Entering the front room with a mug in each hand, I pass Abi her’s and sit opposite her on the armchair. Looking over at her I think that setting her up with Gavin is even more of a good idea, she is definitely his type, Shoulder length blonde hair frames a heart shape face, two kind blue eyes and pouty lips I would kill for… yeh, definitely need to give him her number. “Thank you for letting me come over today. I really wanted to put a face to a name, phone appointments are always my first course of action as it lets you get to know me and I you, but I find face to face much more productive” she says putting her tea on the coffee table. We start by going through my panic attack again, describing what happened and how I felt “Ok, next time you start to feel weird or breathless at any point, I want you to imagine that you are somewhere safe. In your head I want you to choose a focal point, it can be anything, a person, a new dance move, a song. I want you to focus on this while counting back from 10”. Immediately I think of Reid “Reid… He is my focal point” I tell her with a smile “Ok, good. Normally the first thing that comes to find is something you love the most” He was the first thing I always think about, it’s been that way even when we were apart “How have things been with Reid?” she asks picking her tea back up, “Erm, really good actually. We’ve talked about some difficult stuff, We’ve err… Been intimate recently” I admit, thinking about it, I really need to get on some sort of birth control “And how has that been? Have you had any episodes during these times with him?” she
