She pulled her lips off me with a pop and a wink.
“I believe we already pointed out that was the whole point, didn’t we? Be quiet and enjoy.”
Yes ma’am.
Her mouth enveloped me and I was lost again to the sensations swimming through my body.
My hands moved to the soft waves of her hair. I didn’t want to guide her, I wanted to use her as an anchor. She was holding me in place while I wanted to fly away in this bliss. I was the luckiest guy around. I groaned as her tongue slid up the underside of my flesh.
“I’m going to come darlin’. If you don’t want that in your mouth, I suggest stopping what you’re doing there.” I tried to pull her off me, but she refused, shaking her head. I let myself go and she swallowed it all down, licking a few wayward drops that had fallen onto my body. With a satisfied grin, she sat back on her legs while I sat trying to catch my breath. Her pink lips were swollen and beautiful. I tucked myself back into my pants slowly.
“You are the most amazing woman I’ve ever met. I want you to know that. I also want you to know that it makes me crazy seeing you on your knees and talking dirty like that to me. If I wasn’t already falling in love with you, I would be now. And not because of what just happened. Because of who you are.”
It was the first time I’d ever done that to a guy. Andrew had always told me I’d never do it right and stopped me, but the noises that Beau made told me he’d liked what I was doing to him. He looked at me like I was the best thing that had ever happened to him and it made me feel special for once. Like maybe someone could love me for me. Not for what they thought I could become.
‘Because of who you are’ those words hit my soul deep. I knew Beau was different and he was slowly teaching me that not all men were tools like my dead husband.
He helped me up from the floor and pulled me to him.
“That was amazing.”
“Good… because it’s the first time I’ve ever done it.”
“You mean to tell me…”
I nodded.
“Wow.” He grabbed my hand and led me to the stairs.
“What are you doing?”
“Going somewhere else. Don’t need anyone walking in here.”
“Why, what are you thinking Beau Montgomery?” A smile caught the corner of my lips and he grinned back.
“Cassidy Mae, I want to taste you too.” Shock. Andrew had never wanted to do that with me. He’d never once offered.
“But where are you taking me?”
“My room.”
“Why?”
“Because I want to bring you just as much pleasure as you brought me just now. But our luck won’t stay in place forever. Someone could walk in and I don’t want you in a compromising position.”
“And being in your room would be better?” I questioned.
He smirked at me. “Yep.”
“May I ask why?”
“Yep.”
“Well…”
“My room has a door that locks, and a much bigger bed.”
“Oh. Well, I guess that’s a good idea.”
“Good.”
He flew up the stairs with me following. I didn’t have time to look over his room before he pulled me to his bed and laid me down gently. Back flat on the bed.
“Where were we?” He whispered ever closer to me. “Oh yes. Tasting you.”
“I don’t understand why you want to… no one’s ever…”
“No man has ever had his mouth on you, sweet girl?”
I shook my head. I was excited and terrified. Luckily, I’d shaved recently.
“Darlin’, do you not want me to make you feel good?”
“No, I do, it’s just… that’s really… personal…”
“And I hope that we can get even more personal in the future, but now is not the time. We aren’t ready for that yet. When that happens there is no going back. You’re it for me and I need you to be on the same page. So, let me make you feel good for now.”
A multitude of questions plagued my brain, but I kept it to one. “Have you ever… gone down on a girl?”
“No, you’ll be my first. It’s something so personal and intimate. Let me tell you I’ve been picturing it for years, and with only you…” He winked at me and a nervous giggle erupted from my lips. “So… Can I?”
I nodded and smiled. He slowly crouched to the floor in front of where he’d laid me on the bed. His fingers hooked at my hips, looking at me for permission to continue. When I nodded, he pulled my booty shorts down my legs and then my panties followed shortly after. A smile broadened his lips as he looked down at me, my lower half fully exposed to him. It was the first time a man other than Andrew had seen me like this and I liked it. I wanted him to get his visual fill.
I let my knees fall to the sides giving him better access. For some reason, I felt comfortable with Beau. I thought it would be odd, but it wasn’t at all.
He didn’t even have to say anything. I could see the lust in his eyes.
“How do you know what you’re doing? I mean have you ever done this before?”
“Cassidy Mae, I’ve learned how to pleasure you, sure, but I did save you some firsts.”
“Yeah…”
“I hate to say it, but you’re not the first girl I’ve ever kissed, darlin’. I’m planning on you being the last though. So, let’s just say it’s the first time I’ve kissed someone I love.”
“How are you such a charmer?”
“How are you so damn sexy?” He growled, looking up and down my body.
A brush crept across my face. “You think… I’m sexy?”
“You’ve always been sexy, Cass, you just get even more so as you open up to me and let me into your life more.”
“Ready?” Again, he was checking in on me to make sure