been here since I have come, and I haven't had a real talk with him yet or made much of him. He thinks I'm disagreeable. Do you know, Ivan, the reason you and I are such friends? I think it's because we are both boring and tedious. Yes, tedious. Don't look at me in that way, I don't like it.
VOYNITSKY. How can I look at you otherwise when I love you? You are my joy, my life, and my youth. I know that my chances of being loved in return are infinitely small, don't exist, but I ask nothing of you. Only let me look at you, listen to your voice --
HELENA. Hush, some one will overhear you.
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VOYNITSKY. [
HELENA. Ah! This is agony! [
TELEGIN
ACT II
SEREBRYAKOV. [
HELENA. It's me.
SEREBRYAKOV. Oh, it is you, Nelly. This pain is intolerable.
HELENA. Your shawl has slipped down. [
SEREBRYAKOV. No, leave it open; I am suffocating. I dreamt just now that my left leg belonged to some one else, and it hurt so that I woke. I don't believe this is gout, it is more like rheumatism. What time is it?
HELENA. Half past twelve. [
SEREBRYAKOV. I want you to look for Batyushkov's works in the library tomorrow. I think we have him.
HELENA. What?
SEREBRYAKOV. Look for Batyushkov tomorrow morning; we used to have him, I remember. Why do I find it so hard to breathe?
HELENA. You're tired; this is the second night you've had no sleep.
SEREBRYAKOV. They say that Turgenev got angina of the heart from gout. I am afraid I am getting angina too. Oh, damn this horrible, accursed old age! Ever since I have been old I have been hateful to myself, and I am sure, hateful to you all as well.
HELENA. You speak as if we were to blame for your being old.
SEREBRYAKOV. I am more hateful to you than to any one.
HELENA
SEREBRYAKOV. You are quite right, of course. I am not an idiot; I can understand you. You are young and healthy and beautiful, and longing