285–7, 294–7, 316–69, 435, 436
christening, 44
in communal apartments, 39, 40, 167, 177, 183, 184, 185–6, 204–5
and Communist utopia, 188–90
domestic responsibilities, 324–5
of elite, 276–7
evacuated (1940s), 387, 388–92
in exile, 87–91, 95, 99, 106, 108, 116, 143, 145, 210–11, 216–17, 350, 351, 353, 354, 356, 358–9, 363–4, 462
family life, 11–14, 162–9, 175, 177–9, 228
fear, 352
games, 24–5
in Gulag, 99
homeless, 99
ignorance of Great Terror, 276–7
image of absent parents, 548, 550, 551–2
as informers, 107, 122–6, 124–5, 129, 261
‘kulak’, 90, 99, 131, 142–7, 353, 436, 479, 480–81, 656
learning through play, 24
parents, denunciation, 122–6, 129–30
and parents’ arrest, 208–9, 274–5, 300–305, 307– 8, 309, 313–14, 390–92, 439
and parents’ guilt, 53, 77, 274–5, 307, 322, 342, 344, 345, 347, 444, 445
parents’ history concealed from, 391–2, 646–7, 652, 654
political indoctrination, 20–22, 24–5, 27, 273– 4
post-war life, 458
poverty, 458
private family housing, 168–9
and relative’s arrest, 300–305
released from orphanages, 547–8
renunciation of parents, 130–32, 300–304, 343–4, 349, 475–7
reunited with parents, 108, 449–54, 544–58, 560, 561–5, 571
rules of listening and talking, 38–40, 254
rural, 126–9
schooldays, 294–8
silenced, 254
social acceptance, desire for, 341, 343, 345–7, 349, 352–3, 354, 355–6
of specialists, 211, 213, 216–17
children’s homes, orphanages, 99, 316, 317, 329
children released, 547–8
conditions in, 318–19, 320, 335–43