“I can’t get enough of you,” he grunted, thrusting into me. “Especially not with your sexy moans,” he rasped out. I was flying so high as he brought me to yet another climax. I sat bare-assed on his cool granite countertops, unable to move in fear I’d fall on my face if I did, my knees were too weak from all the pleasure that was still coursing through me. I was so hot but the cold granite countertops cooled me down.
“I actually can’t walk, I’m too light-headed from all the orgasms,” I told him breathlessly. He smiled a million-dollar smile and laughed.
“That’s what I like to hear.” He chuckled, picking me up easily and carried me out of the kitchen and to his bedroom. Axel placed me gently on his huge king-size bed. Wow, was it ever comfortable, I thought as I sank in. I had no idea how he’d had the energy or strength to do that after the sex marathon we’d just had. I got comfortable in the bed and rolled into his arms, putting my head in the nook of his neck.
“I’m all sexed out, I need a nap,” I told him sleepily. His chest reverberated with laughter and he kissed the top of my head sweetly.
“Okay babe, get some rest,” he said quietly. “I’m not done with you yet, I have plans for tonight,” he said, his voice wicked. I giggled excitedly and drifted off to sleep. Oh, and plans he did have.
All too soon Axel left to see his family in Germany, leaving me with my heart feeling heavy and sad. I clearly let myself get too attached. I hated this feeling. I thought I wouldn’t have to feel this way with our no relationship status but something had changed. It didn’t matter that we were just friends with benefits, the feelings were exactly the same, and there was no hiding or avoiding them. It was pointless. I decided I needed to be honest with him and bite the bullet, I couldn’t keep the charade up anymore and it had gotten harder every day.
As soon as Axel got back, I was going to tell him just how I felt. He’d either say he wasn’t interested in me that way and I’d have to end things between us but what I really hoped though was that he’d say he felt the same way. I had to believe he felt the same as I did, he was so kind and thoughtful towards me. More so than anyone else had ever been and things had gotten so intimate between us. You can’t get that intimate and be immune to feelings. Could you? I certainly hoped not because otherwise I was royally screwed and I really didn’t want to lose Axel. I had completely fallen for him and unlike Chris, I knew I’d never be able to get over him, there was no going back.
Because it was my winter break, I decided to go home and stay at my parents’. I needed the distraction from Axel’s absence and having no school work to fill the void. It didn’t help that Jenny and Anne had gone home for the holidays as well. At least Jenny would be back in less than a week. It was nice being home with my family; decorating the tree together, baking goodies with Mom, and watching all the Christmas classics. Even Jackie joined in a bit, which made it all the more special.
“Lee,” Jackie called, getting my attention. I looked up to see her waving me to her room. I walked over, entering her pink abyss of a room. From the pink on her walls, to the bedding and curtains, even her rug was pink. It was like someone threw up different shades of pink everywhere, it couldn’t have been any more girly. I sat on the corner of her fuchsia pink bedspread, across from her. It was rare that she willingly invited me into her room and I couldn’t imagine why.
She took out a bottle of vodka from her night table and smiled mischievously. “Ashley’s coming over for a few drinks and I was thinking maybe you’d like to join us,” she offered. Is this my Christmas present? I wondered in glee.
“I’d love to!” I enthused. I’d dreamed of this day for so long throughout my childhood and it was actually happening, Jackie wanted to hang out with me. Jackie laughed at me and my excitement.
“On one condition,” she said, her face serious now. She held one finger in the air ready to take it all back. Anything, I wanted to shout out but kept my lips together tight and nodded expectantly. “You can’t tell Mom or Dad.”
“Never,” I promised, returning to excitement. I ran downstairs and grabbed a bag of chips and some cranberry juice and cups while Jackie set up some music and movies in her room. I returned with our refreshments in record time. We decided to have a few drinks while we waited for Ashley to arrive. Jackie and I were just talking, laughing and actually having a good time together when Ashley walked in.
“Hey girlies!” Ashley cried out, pouncing on the bed, joining us. I laughed, having a nice buzz going on as she made all the chips
